Group one crew- Forgive me

"I spend so many nights wondering when will it end? When will the day come, when happiness begins? I’m running the race, but it seems so hard to win.I’m sick of mourning, my stomach throwing up in the morning.I’m calling for help and watching it melt away. My heart has been put on display, and put away,And many ways, many times I told myself it was okay.And anger was the price that was paid!

While these fading dreams just scream to bring them Home The burden was too heavy and I kept running from the throne.I can’t take it any longer!I can taste my spirit hunger!God please help me to get Home!

I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the ropeAnd I’m hoping that this self control will kick in before I’m choking Off this sin that’s destroying every fiber I got.I need the Lord in every way, I’ll never make it.I’m notGoing back to the way I was before Christ in my life!I couldn’t do it, I’d lose it, there’s no point to the fight!And I’m writing this song for the people who don’t belongI pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong.Inside the life filled with anger and disappointment‘cause daddy treated you weaker than all the other kids.And it’s annoying, and I feel for’em!All of you who wanna give up, you feel stuck!I feel the same way, Lord help us stay up! You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true Hope! That I could make it through this life to a place where there’s noCrying, I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go, Knowing You love me, You’re waiting to give rest to my soul.

Lord, though i walk through the walley of the shaddow of death, i'm not scared beause you're holding my breath. I only fear that i dont have enough time left to tell the world that there is no time left.
Lord, I don’t know what I’m struggling for.There’s got to be more, than this life I know.But still I’m here fighting to never give up.I find strength in Your love.And You will see me through!"